WHAT IF?

Okay i just lost a very very close n great buddy last Sunday. I don’t wanna say much about his death cos i am really feeling down for the past few days. All i wanna say about him is that he was a very good n kind guy. I never fought or had any misunderstandings with him throughout the years i’ve known him. i would proudly say that It was a flawless friendship between us. He even treated me like his own family. A brother indeed he is.

Just went to his kenduri arwah cos his brother, Abng Pi called me earlier and told me to come dwn today. So went there with Wan and recited our prayers for my late buddy. Faidah was also there and i saw her smile today which i am quite happy to see. But i know behind that smile lies a sad heart. Which goes the same for every1 of us who knows him. Talked a lot to Abng Pi and and his other brothers. Ate the best roti boyan ever made by his mum which is also his fevret food. I still remembered he brought one for me back in our school days. Did a lot of stuffs n shared a lot of our dreams toghether that up till today i will never forget them. I will nver forrget that significant laughter of his which was his trademark and easily remembered by everyone who knows him. Just say his name and everyone will be reminded of his laughter. And don’t forget his favourite drink, bandung of course hahah. and When he first got his bike i was the first person he pillioned and agreed that i was his contract signed pillion rider hahah. He also told me that his dream bike that he intend to buy was an african twin which he was saving up to get one. He once said that until when would he remain single and true enough he found his dream girl. He also once said when would we get rich and successfull? How i wish i could see that day come true. Eventhough we were busy serving the nation we will never fail to call each other up to update on our daily life. Either he would call or vice versa. Eventhough we seldom chilled together and that he would reject my offer at times to meet up, i’ve never blamed him. Cos i understand that he was bz working his other job and that he had to spend time with his gf and his family more. I just cut out the article bout his death and intend to laminate it tomorrow. I hope with that article and his bicycle his family gave me would remind me that i once had a very wonderful friend.

"i am really missing you alot and how i wish you were here. You left without even saying gdbye and seeing me for the last time. But i guessed god really loved you more and that was why you went away first. It was hard for us, your friends, to let u go but everything has to come to an end. Rest in peace my brother, my buddy, and most importantly you’ve been a true friend. God bless your soul and your family."

Thanks for being a part of my life ~ Md Faizal Bin Omar (1984 - 2006)